My birthday

Birthday's are hard anyway, but when you are pregnant they are no fun at all.

Oh, and I hope that I am not the only on that hates my husband at the moment, I realize that I am hyper senstive right now. If you know that then why would you not respect that and treat me like I am hyper sensitve... Just saying

So okay as it turns out I am not a good pregnant perosn so far, and I still really NEED a damn drink!

So apparently now am I actually seven weeks...

I am not sure how this could be right, but I went and got my eight week check up and ultrasound today and I am just today SEVEN weeks. WHAT? Everytime I turn around this gets pushed back.

Plus, I know that they days are not exactly always perfectly accurate on day of conception, but really that would put it on a Wednesday. Highly unlikely that we had sex on a Wednesday. Maybe we did though, who knows? I was still allowed to drink then, so I could have things confused.

Anyway, just a quick SERIOUSLY? I just want to be further along, so the baby is not so fragile!

Oh, and I was really hoping I was further along then they first thought, because that would explain more of the reason I have put on TEN pounds since finding out. As the OB said today,
"Uh, we usually like to see weight gain between zero and four pounds in the first trimester"

Me- "Um yea that seems reasonable, I will work on this weight I have put on"

I just need to take my ass to the gym

UGHH. Not my best day. Only highlight baby's heartbeat is a healthy 152 beats a minute.

Seven Weeks Pregnant, Always Sick

So, here I am pregnant. Seven weeks and one day to be exact. Boy, I sure hope it gets better. The highlights so far have been non-stop gas, horrible bloating, and waking up every morning figuring out what excuse I can call into work with because I feel like I have the stomach flu.

Oh, and that is just the body. Emotionally in the last five minutes I laughed uncontrollably at an episode of Friends that I have seen at least thirty times, then started bawling wondering how I could possibly be giving birth to a child in seven months when all I want is a strong martini?

A really strong martini. Dont get me wrong I am very thrilled to be pregnant I just did not expect it to happen quite so soon. Lesson to me- dont go off of what you read on the internet. All I kept reading was to go off the birth control a few months before you are ready to get pregnant, that way your body can adjust. La La La.... That is what it should of said. After seven straight years on birth control I get a positive test a month after taking my last pill. Which means I got pregnant in about TWO weeks after being off the pill. Really, I am thrilled but TWO weeks? Seriously, NO SERIOUSLY?

It has caught me off guard to say the least.

Anyway, my mother and I do not have the best relationship so I dont have a good person to turn to when I feel all of the fears that I keep having as well as this new kind of joy that I am having. Sooo, instead of sitting and crying (tears of joy or shock) while my husband is watching baseball I will do my best to write about it. Let's see how it goes...